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Posted on 2006.08.27 at 00:00
these new people need to understand that i really do not feel like talking to them right now.

"it's gonna be hard for me to try and figure you out." do i look like a freaking crossword puzzle to you? i'm not meant to be figured out.

right now shippensburg really blows, which really sucks, because i was so excited to come back and now i just want to get away. i DON'T want to go home: i want to go somewhere but it's not home and it's not here, and i don't know what to do.

it's been two days and i'm already spazzing.

this shit sucks.

well i am pretty much all packed :D and my room is clean :D and it feels really good. it means tomorrow will not be as stressful since i have a million errands to run and laundry to do. i have a lot of crap to take to school though. but at the same time it doesn't look like as much as i've taken the last two years. let's hope it's not. we won't find out until i try to cram it into my half of the room haha.

tonight is my last hoorah: aj and i are going to see a movie at the indie theater on reily street. i should probably get a shower. yeah def cuz i am covered in dirt and dust.

i really wanted to finish reading dracula before going back to school, but i still have like 40 pages, and i doubt i will feel like reading them today or tomorrow. ugh. that book is really good but for some reason it's been taking me a month and a half to read it. i guess because i love technology and am constantly watching tv or doing whatev on the internet. maybe i will find some time during the first week of shippensburg to read it. yeah probably not.

gotta finish watching mtv cribzzzz and then i am showering for real.

[update 2:49pm] so my new favorite ring is falling apart. the one that looks like a bike chain. somehow it got all these tiny cracks in it and well basically it's gonna just break any day now. so i decided, hey, maybe i will try to fill the cracks with some super glue. it can't hurt. my dad usually has the gel kind, but it was all dried up, so i had to open the liquid kind. OMG I HATE THAT STUFF. i got it all over my thumb somehow, so i stood there for 15 minutes with my thumb in nail polish remover and it didn't really help. so i have dried glue on my thumb that's not coming off. awesome. meanwhile i don't know if it's working on my ring or not. i am scared. it is the only one i like out of the 30 that i have, and i don't know where to find cool rings anymore, cuz claire's has crappy ugly ones. and my hand feels naked without a ring.

[update 3:52pm] wow this is like the longest entry ever. anyway i found a quick replacement for the bike chain ring. it's some ugly thing i got in gettysburg in like 3rd grade. but it will work while i am still fixing the other one. and i am pretty sure some of the glue from my thumb chipped off into the salads i was making for dinner. whups.

bored enough to do this

Posted on 2006.08.18 at 15:57
Current Music: freakin oprah on tv, SHUT UP
took this from kyle's myspace, and since i hate myspace, i'm posting it here. i got 26.

IF you get more than 30 you're paranoid.
If you get 10 or less you're fearless.
People who don't have any are dummies who want people to think they are tough stuff.

I Fear...

[x] the dark
[X] staying single forever
[] being a parent
[x] giving birth
[x] being myself in front of others
[] open spaces
[X] closed spaces
[X] heights
[] black cats
[] dogs
[] birds
[] fish
[X] spiders, ticks and/or other insects
[] driving or being in cars
[] flying
[] flowers or other plants
[x] being touched
[] fire
[X]deep water
[] the ocean
[x] failure
[x] success
[] thunder/lightning
[] frogs/toads
[] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[] mice/rats
[] jumping from high places
[] snow
[] rain
[] wind
[x] crossing bridges
[x] death
[] Heaven
[] being robbed
[] cotton balls
[] cemeteries
[x] clowns
[] large crowds
[] men
[] women
[X] having great responsibility
[]doctors, including dentists
[X] tornadoes
[] hurricanes
[X] diseases
[] snakes
[x] sharks
[] Friday the 13th
[x] poverty
[X] ghosts (more of the supernatural)
[] Halloween
[] school
[] trains or railroads
[] odd numbers
[] even numbers
[X] being alone
[X] being blind
[X] being deaf
[X] growing up
[] monsters under my bed
[x] creepy noises in the night
[] bee stings
[] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[x] needles
[] blood
[] dinosaurs
[] the welcome mat

maybe shippensburg won't be so great

Posted on 2006.08.03 at 23:28
i'm so torn between trying to make things okay and just giving up, between taking action and waiting for you to make the next move.

i really don't know what to do and i'm tired of worrying over this.

why can't things be the way they were before we screwed them up.


Posted on 2006.07.31 at 15:48

thursday schmursday

Posted on 2006.07.13 at 13:36
Current Mood: hopefulhopeful
Current Music: "katie-lynn" by jill paquette
oh bills, how i hate when you arrive in the mail. my victoria's secret bill game today. it's $48.74 which is not as bad as i was expecting. i seriously thought it was going to be $50 or more. mmm good thing for all those sales.

my mom and i went out today. it had it's crappy moments but it's good moments too. she is a crazy driver; that's all i have to say about that. we went to bed bath and beyond first since we had a coupon in the mail. she was looking for a hamper but we didn't find anything. so we went to target instead where i got some athletic shorts ($10 a piece!) and some v-neck t-shirts ($7 a piece!). target, i love you so much. also got a tray to put in my desk drawer at school. it's actually a silverware thing but whatever. and bought some adhesive hooks so i can hang crap on my walls at school. we stopped at taco bell for lunch: SHOCKER because my mother hates taco bell. i had a raspberry tea diet pepsi, a specialty i usually make in the cafteria at school.

i am so ready for shippensburg. i've been thinking about it nonstop. what to take, what not to take. how to decorate. august i'm ready!

work tonight 4:30 to 9:30. i hope i work with donnel. it better be donnel or sue and not tricia blarg. but at least i get paid. yay for pay day.


Posted on 2006.07.09 at 15:30
Current Music: "like eating glass" by bloc party
the river boat was pretty great! but really hot. i had to sit in the sun and sweat for an hour. and i don't think i got tan at all, bummerrrrr. oh river boat <3

ikea tomorrowwwww :D i can't wait! even though i probably won't be getting much. i want a new chair but my dad isn't helping me to buy it since mine isn't "broken," and i can't really afford an $80 desk chair right now. so i guess i have to wait for this one to break and then i'll get some financial assistance. however, i do plan to buy some magazine files and aliens :). i'll probably end up getting aliens for amanda and jason since last time i got them sea animals. i love buying early birthday/christmas presents :D haha.

work is gay

Posted on 2006.07.08 at 23:03
i had to work with tricia tonight for an hour. the girl does not cease to annoy me. all she ever talks about are boys boys boys and all she wants to know from me is about boys boys boys. "sooo...i'm officially dating a firefighterrrrrr!!! :D :D :D" ugh shut uuuppp i don't care. every time i work with her, she's informed me of this guy she hangs out with who's a volunteer fireman and she had to give me all the details about how they are now "officially dating" and how they went for a ride in some fire truck from the 40s. like wtf i've known OF you for a month, and probably only worked with you for about 8 hours tops, i do NOT CARE about your personal life. ughhh tricia tricia tricia. and then she was bragging to me about how she liked panic! at the disco before they became popular?! um i'm sure LOTS of people did! do i brag about the black keys or motion city, no, i'm pretty sure i do not. blah.

at least i get to ride the river boat tomorrow :D


Posted on 2006.07.08 at 11:41

that is the only word to describe how my life is currently going.

luckily i work tonight, 4:30 to 9:30. i think i only work with tricia (the ditz) for an hour and then i'm by myself for the rest of the night. i'm definitely bringing a catalog or a magazine or a book or something, even though the manager said we're not allowed to read :-x. oh well! all i know is that i am tired of standing around having absolutely nothing to do, waiting for someone to walk in and buy rank chocolates. okay, they aren't rank, they are actually quite delicious.

IKEAAAA i am excited. i'm not sure if i'll end up getting a desk chair but i hope so! of course the one i want is 129 and i don't think my dad would buy it for me. maybe i will have him take me to office max and staples for a chair before i go back to ship :). and at ikea i will just buy the stuffed alien thing from the children's section :D ahahaha.

KING OF PRUSSIA soon too! i really want new shoes. and a hoodie. i'm trying to get my mom to take me shopping at the outlets in reading, so i will probably wait and get jeans then when she can pay for them :). oh yes, and i really want to go to urban outfitters for the first time!!! they seem to have such cool stuff.

okay well i'm going to go back to watching this rank movie on lifetime.

Posted on 2006.07.06 at 23:05
my eye won't stop twitching.


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